sigh.

i think there has been alot happening recently, too many activities, too many matters to settle, too many important things put off.

yet, too little time to stop and think about the incidences tt have been zooming past, barely giving me time to stop and think. and when i actually do, i think i find that i'll still have to face issues tt i've been trying hard to avoid using my hectic schedule.

escapism maybe. but unlike david copperfield or blaine, i find myself drowning as each moment passes by.

knots like relationship problems with previously close friends are embarrassingly difficult to begin untying, because when u set your eyes on tt knot, u just feel like giving up, though something in you just tells u tt u have to begin somehow, because having tt perfectly straight stretched out string somehow means quite a bit to you.

the hardest sentence to write in an essay is usually the first sentence, but usually if u don't start writing and the clock starts ticking, u'll find urself with an unfinished essay tt will warrant a disappointing mark. maybe this post can be used to make a small beginning first, and i guess the first sentence in this essay would be "sorry".