*s&s*

aiyoh now cannot play dota liao... cause i can't find my original reign of chaos and am using this pirated copy... although i've original frozen throne, i still cannot access bnet. or worse still cannot even connect to the guys on lancraft! aiyoh! life's sad.

other than tt, today was a good day in general. but it was a loooong day lorz. honestly i think everyone was very sianz after lunch. but it just got worse during cofm tut. aiyoh... cheesie was asking me, "hey what were the 3 pts he just said? blahblahblah......" and the words just drifted on, didn't register anything to me. just turn and smile with tt blank face.

jng came to crash today. cause he's leaving liao and so came to say bye. tt's nice. will see him in aug again. and wz also came and have lunch here! wah~ today so many pple come visit. nice. haven't seen wz in a long time liao, still haven't changed, super tall and friendly. :)

after lesson went to town with raymond, jb, b. haha, quite onz leh our cofm tut grp! just walk ard look at stuff lor, didn't buy anything though, but just happy to have some unwinding at the end of the week and some good company too.

went for dinner with jb and wee nam kee chicken rice at novena. wah, very good. then we had a nice chat over dinner / post dinner. supper anyone?

right now i'm listening to 933. ying(1) yue(4) ri(4) ji(4) is quite nice... but really it has a potential to make me feel sad... bgr is something tt has a magical draw tt brings us like flies into the flame. sometimes u may know it'll hurt but u still go ahead with it and take the plunge. get burnt, start wallowing and licking those sores.

is friendship too much to ask for when a more special relationship has failed? i'm thinking tt in fact the best course of action would be not to communicate liao, don't ou(3) duan(4) si(1) lian(2)... but sometimes it's hard. gimme more time, i'll try to cut down and maybe we can find ourselves again, independent. cause u give me the impression tt this is what u want. yet when i ask u, u just deny it. oh well i'm confused. can i just assume here and now?

i should go to bed early to avoid depression i guess. don't think so much. or maybe i think i need someone to talk to.