2 down, 2 to go

so happy... finally ca2 is over. and to think all we had were 2 papers but i actually studied for an entire month... this is terrible. what life i subscribed to?? haha. as after every ca i would just dread those notes and text books... i just want to get away... haha, at this moment i'm still trying to knock the 'ciprofloxacins and gentamycins etc' out of the thought bubbles tt are floating all around my head. it's so real tt i can almost see them.

scary.

on the bus ride home i was still joking with jon chia about the most OFF thing to be talking abt after a ca. more sch stuff, namely anatomy... mixed with a bit of violence of course, like how he wanted to "kick so hard tt ur coccyx would be impaled onto your frontalis" and "punch so hard tt your eyeballs would go back to their primary sensory cortex". yes i know, very off. i petioned him to stop after a while and when he realised what he was saying too, he became rather distraught too.

the wonders a ca can do to our puny minds.

the day before the papers are always the worst hit. i've a relatively short memory and therefore have the need to go through EVERYTHING again just before the paper. which is why if pple find me u'll in the 10mins before the paper starts, i'ld still be frantically rummaging throught sloppily written notes... as i was studying in my room in the wee [really wee] hours of the morning, time seemed to stop. haha ok, i'm exagerrating. yar, but i was SO intent on finishing the last bacteria before i put my head on the pillow.

that, i am proud to say, i did accomplish. hehe. but at the disastrous consequence of loss of my precious sleep. the worse thing was tt when i was doing the microb paper i couldn't recall any of it... sigh. yeah, microb was bad. microb was quite bad... but i think patho was a much easier paper, reason being the gave alot of marks to questions like "state the differential diagnosis of blah blah blah" and u can just list anything tt comes to mind.

hope the cas won't be too bad.

i was writing and writing and writing during the patho ca and it seemed to go on forever. argh the torture. i could visualise aileen wee's face when she would be marking my script, happily putting all the crosses/ticks wide across, disfiguring the script... haiz. and sometimes what i was writing didn't make too much sense. i didn't even bother to correct the gramatical mistakes... haha and as always most of the points are rather 'smokey'... all have doubtful relevance one.

i think my hand went into a spasm. reminds me of what happened last year when i gripped so hard on my pen during the anat paper tt when i came out the procimal phalanx of my right thumb hurt like crazy... i was so sure i killed some nerve. thank god it recovered soon.

interesting thing tt happened is tt only just did seaborne call me. hmmm, they're organising a leisure trip to the SOUTHERN ISLANDS... no, not anywhere exotic but if u haven't realised, it's the singapore southern islands. works out to be about $90. but don't think i'll make it because:

1. no spare cash
2. it'll be too rush to do over the weekend right... nan(2) de(2) got long weekend...
3. singapore waters as as good for diving as toliet water is for drinking

well, u could argue tt reason 3 is totally irrational because we ARE drinking toliet water ever since the nice folks at the water works turned on the pipe to the NEWater plant. but maybe i was thinking of the untreated jamban water...

eeks.

reason 2 is crap too. cause one pull factor to do diving is cause u CAN do it over the weekend. short and sweet. afterall, where got long breaks from now on??

still i hope to go diving again soon. but after the eventful last diving trip, i resolved to have my own suit, fins and mask on my next diving trip. well, considering i still need to buy a replacement phone at the moment...

[ANYONE WANTS TO HELP ME OUT HERE? haha. just kidding.]