*yawn*

*burp* it's the post lunch period of time now and i'm typing this entry from the com cluster in the library, hogging on the comps so some poor soul who has to do pbl has no comp to use. well, pple like john, and this poor guy wearing a nice blue shirt who just walked out dejectedly, unable to secure a terminal.

muahaha. ( by this paragraph i've realised tt it's very hard to type on this keyboard and i've to be concious of what keys i'm pressing...) well, the real reason i'm here now is because i'm really very VERY tired. school started at EIGHT this morning, something tt has not happened since who-knows-when. after the glorious start of the day we had FOUR HOURS of back-to-back lectures. tired + cannot study = come online to blog... anyway this comnig thurs also starts at 8.00am. argh.

i've taken to studying in school with the caregroup, i think a change of env is warrented, and it goes in line with my new resolution. but this doesn't mean tt i have to compromise on other friends, although it will definitely mean less time spent with them. well, it may be a good thing afterall.

yesterday i officially finished the last of the pineapple tarts tt i bought from the soma pineapple tart bakers. haha, i think they're really very nice!!! good job guys. and all in the name of charity too... what better way can there be to do charity? i was reading hl's blog some time ago, which accounted a bit of the baking saga and how pple like jy always "wanted to go home" and how ren(2) ci(2) c could be. haha, i would think this is part of the reward tt the bakers got, making of new friends and a time always to remember. actually... why not the bakers have another pineapple tart sale? i'll definitely buy more this time. yummy. :P

in lecture this morning i realised tt today is... the feb 1st! a start of a new month, 8 more days to cny and all the yummy goodies tt it brings, and of course, 5 more wks or so to CA. haha. i've a sneaky suspicion tt i'm not on course for studies, but tt's not goign to get me worried.

i think i experienced another emotional roller coaster today just after lecture ended. there was so much temptation to just go bonkers but i'm glad tt was not what happened. i'm really REALLY glad. :) haha. it's all over man. one day i'll just wake up as if nothing ever happened. *grin*

oh yesterday i went to yih to see doctor for my acne problem, he gave me oral tetracycline and erythromycin/benzoylperoxide topical. hehe, on top of tt i'm taking communion everytime i wash my face now (advice confirmed by devin. n/b: devin has probably one of the best skin amongst all the guys), and positive confession of qk's mantra. haha. hope hopes it clears up soon. :) if not cannot eat all the nutty goodies during cny, and tt is HOW SAD?!?!?!?! i think i'll feng(1) diao(4).

ok going to try to mug liao. this entry actually took me abt 30mins to type, which should be enough relaxation time lar. haha.