today is a very sad day.

really don't know what to think, cause pple who i really care for don't seem to respond or show concern at all. and i'm really someone who needs to be talked to, know tt pple are there by u. i need to feel cared for and loved. i'm really very sad.

when all your other friends around showed tt they care by asking how i was but u didn't, do u know how much it hurt?

when others show they want my company by asking me along for their outings but u didn't, u know how lonely i felt despite all the company?

when others showed tt they were interested by participating in stuff i loved, u know how much i wished u were here too?

when people could flash a warm smile right across the room but u don't even give me an indifferent look, u know how sad i felt?

when i was alone on the bus, u know how much i longed for u to be beside me?

when u were away having fun, u know how much i wished tt u would just invite me along?

when i was waiting for your sms reply tt never came until i sent u a reminder, u know how nervous i felt?

u know when i was talking to u over the phone, u know how sad i felt or how much i cried?

u know how sad am i now?

i just can't go on typing anymore. and no u don't know. cause all u think is tt i'm just being unreasonable and reading too much into things. maybe u're right, that i was always so reliant and u were always so independent. i never realised tt our characters clashed so much and it may time to rethink if we've set off on the wrong footing right from the start.

i'm waiting to hear what u have to say.