filled to overflowing

today i was supposed to complete pharmaco, but i'm just slightly > 1/2 way through. oh man. grace grace. and it's 2230 liao now... but i just don't feel like studying now lar... cause today was such an exciting day!

today's message by pastor was superb. really. i haven't heard such a faith-imparting message tt has brought me back so strongly back into the conciousness of his love for me; and it's been so long since i've felt so fed and filled. filled to the overflowing. i've got a feeling tt this ca will be different man. haha. i'm already studying alot less than i used to liao. but i know tt by no means will god let me down.

whoah. actually i hesitated in making tt last statement cause it's "easier to say your sins are forgiven than to say rise, take up your bed and walk." but i just know man. i just know this time around.

anyway today luke came down for service with me! i'm SO happy lar. i was just leaving the house liao then my dad asked me to ask him and see if he wants to come along too. i asked, and he said ok! haha. though i had to wait for him to bath and change, it was all worth it man. i could see he enjoyed the message really alot and so at the end of it all i asked him if he would like to come for sat's combined ministry meeting. and he actually said ok! haha. i'm so so so happy man.

after service today, those in cg who went for 3rd service gathered outside to pray for our exams. (most of us are having exams ard this period, incld ml who's graduating liao in <1mth time. so excited for her) yeah it was good. i luv my cg man. oh, john also joined us though he was not from our cg. haha. just kidding. i've always regarded him as part of us always and he's always the one who's disqualifing himself. :P

i then went shopping with luke and had dinner with him at delifrance. totally enjoyed myself cause it's been a looong time ever since we had some time together liao. quality time spent tog! :)

oh man. i just feel something powerful happening in my life. something is going to happen. i'm feeling such a strong sense of destiny and purpose, love in this place. alex is now playing christian songs from his comp next door and the songs are just wafting into my ears. absolutely soothing. and my bro has been something tt is on my mind for a long time liao. he attends my previous church and sometimes i can't help but be worried abt what he hears. cause what i used to hear in the past in tt church wasn't very helpful and there was pratically no walk at all. no life, no walk = dead.

but hearing all tt today and seeing all tt has happened to both my brothers has really made me really really happy. today, not only joy, but happiness has visited me. :)

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i bought the jay chou concert cds, which came with his qi(1) li(3) xiang(1) mtv! splendid doesn't even begin to describe what his mtv was. i mean. i'm totally blown away man. i spent a good hour plus watching his mtvs and trying so hard to get a screenshot of some of the mtvs to use as my desktop wallpaper, but to no avail. somehow real-player doesn't allow you to do tt. maybe copyright protection.

it's jay fever all again, just like the post-concert times.

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something very interesting also happened today at the atm, i asked my brother to withdraw $ for me whilst i go to toliet. the options on the atm were misaligned and he ended up withdrawing a huge sum of $, which i carried around till i got home. will be looking to deposit them soon...

well, at least for a moment i felt really wealthy. haha. maybe it's a sign. and at least i understood how rich pple felt when they were walking the streets with lots of dough in their pockets - worried.

HAHA.

anyway once i saw how much he withdrawed i almost freaked out and immediately pleaded blood over the $ tt none of it would go missing/stolen. well, i'm SURE glad none did. :)