[zai(4) ye(3) bu(4)] xiang(3) hui(2) dao(4) guo(4) qu(4)

i'm really feeling quietly happy now. recently i found a new source of joy, this blog tt just exudes joy and hope, things tt i've not seem for some time. yup, it does make me happy, and brings back this warm fuzzy feeling in me again. :) and it's a blog of someone who i don't even know. haha, just chanced upon it. this blog's something tt i look forward to reading everyday cause it shows me the meaning of true friendship and warm fuzzy love, what it means to not have a care for tml and to live life free in the companion of a group of special friends coupled with special moments with tt special someone.

maybe a glimpse of how things would have turned out to be if i didn't screw things up, learnt to appreciated u more, learnt not to hold on to u so tight. haha. yup. anyway just learn from mistakes and move on. well, regrets are only for a moment. hehe, i think it's the plain silly type of joy tt i'm experiencing now.

life is bound to be filled with joy, sorrows, new friendships forged and relationships broken. friends are really impt pple to have by your side especially in times of need, to tong(2) gan(1) gong(4) ku(3). they are the ones who'll prop u up and lend u a shoulder to rest on when u're tired. i should try to make a list of how many such friends i have. haha. maybe later. :) thanks to all u for being there.

recalling, last yr was really a time of 1000x more. 1000x real undiluted joy; and also 1000x real undiluted pain. but i'm glad it's all over. as u told me last time, we should learn to put such things in the past, but not forget them. "the times we had i'll always treasure", you said, but i found it too hard to swallow and just couldn't accept the fact tt it was really over. but now i understand, i really understand why things cannot be what i want. and u were the one who had the clearer state of mind to make the right decision. now just like u, i'll commit these wonderful times we had together into everlasting memories. and we should leave it at tt cause it's really best for us both.

move on, hope, move on. i'm glad u learnt how to let go today. don't let the past rule your life. here's wishing the both of us a brilliant future ahead.