follow your heart

just came off the phone with w. think it's pretty clear what i'm going through, i know it myself too, just tt i find it so hard to follow what's right.

what i suggested was a break from serving. well i got a short break to think things over, till the 14th when i'ld make a decision - either i stay or i can take a break. but anyway next sat i'll not be serving.

today's service was good. i really really enjoyed it, esp the song item at the end of the service, with the video. it really touched me and all again i felt so loved. really.