a phone call. maybe more.

i've to call w later to inform her i won't be going for the meeting next mon night. yar i thought i didn't want to go for various reasons. well, another thing i probably would want to discuss with her is also tt i would want to stop serving.

at least for a while.

think i'm going through a period of time when i've alot of things to sort out b/w G and myself. yar. don't ask me questions, cause i need answers for myself too. i was commenting to k yesterday tt she'ld probably see less of me around. yeah, i think i'm slipping away. when i told her tt, i did feel sad. quite sad actually. it's quite hard to describe the mix of feelings i felt at that moment. a little bit of sadness, betrayal, indifference, anticipation, anger. a bit of each.

i'ld suppose tt if i didn't continue serving, i'ld only attend campus on the rare occasions. bs? yar, when i'm free.

lets see what comes out of all this.