oh yay!

was sick yesterday night. but now feeling much better already. :) didn't go school today, so missed the 2 lectures in the morning. hope i didn't miss much.

oops. ivan just told me the lecture was actually quite good. argh.

nose is clearing up now. great. feeling so much better.

but stoning around at home today gave me alot of time to think about issues tt i don't usually think of. and of course it's related to yesterday's feleinig sad lar. *grin* felt down yesterday because i suddenly felt so lonely. yes. i mean it in the sense as in when everyone has tt special someone to talk to and all that. then somemore i fell ill yesterday. wahahaha i just felt terrible yesteraday. but u see, today is a better day! just tt the only regret is tt i didn't mug today. actually i wanted to at least study 1 chapter of lippincotts. but didn't get down to it. slept like a pig.

ohoh. wm told me he wanted to set up a blog. i think tt's quite nice. though i can just imagine him writing only on emily.

and talking abt wm, my hypothesis was right about him not the type keeping cards and such. i think when andre and i asked him what happened to the book we gave him he said he lost it or something to tt extent. and he wasn't joking. no he wasn't.

i mean seriously...

oh. clarinase works wonders. if u haven't tried it, u must use it the next time u have a blocked nose and just feel TERRIBLE. clears ur nose in just a while. and u really forget tt u were sick.

heard mrs lee didn't go sch today. and haven't seen her on icq either for 2 days liaoz. was suggesting to ivan tt she got kidnapped. *shocked* (so if anin is reading this, pls show some indication tt u're still there yar? just to dispell these myths)

yes, and i was saying, i think i was very depressed yesterday. but this afternoon i was thinking of what cherlyn told me some time ago after the class chalet when i felt terrible. about these feelings of loneliness. she was saying tt these sad lonely feelings don't last unless u choose to dwell on them. tt's so true. and i don't think i want to dwell on them anymore. :)

and i'm feeling alot better about the depression already. :)

but it's so queer, cause immediately after i thought things through, wherever i turned the shows on tv were all showing plots which are those tt make me feel sad. like on holland v and br4thers. don't ask me why i was watching them. i'm sick remember? not in the mood for mugging. never was anyway.

ivan is so funny. just now somehting about "play 1/2 way". SO hillarious. u guess what happened. girls if u'll don't know him yet quick get to know him today. what to do, my site also needs some advertisers sometime mar. could do with some xtra bucks...