oh, received a mail from cherlyn yesterday. so seems it's fall down there now. haven't seen fall yet but i think it's beautiiful. and besides fall i want to see snow too. as in real snow where u can build snowmans with. saw it once i china when we were waiting for a cablecar up some mountain in yunnan(which of course i can't rem the name since my chinese is all down the drain...) but tt didn't count cause it was only flakes of snow. i actually caught a snowflake with my hand. it was so exciting. hope to go see snow again soon. maybe with some friends in the holidays.

and suddenly memories of the not so distant past seem to come back. especially when i'm talking to ivan now and he's telling me stuff tt would really relate to my feelings some time earlier this year. and suddenly i feel a teeny bit sad. but not for long. cause Christ took away tt feeling 1k yrs ago. :)

if i posted my diary entries ard tt time it'll all become clearer, but since there're names and all, and much more personal stuff, i guess i won't.

late. would type more, but i'm sleeping now. goodnight.